my only question is why do i
feel
obesity is not something
real?
ridicule is bound to occur
one day
during a period of excess sunray.
i wish that it will never
come to it,
because i am still a kid
with no unit.
dimples on her face inspire
me like no other,
even though soon there will
be not just my brother.
society has caused me to
feel fear and change my views,
instead of being happy and
feeling like i cannot lose.
read all of my poetry to
unlock what is hidden,
especially when i am being
stupid and when kidding.
deep inside my mind you will
find out the whole truth,
for my only wish is to
inspire the youth.
rising through the ashes,
like a phoenix i emerge.
escape is what i seek inside
these walls so far stretched out.
eternity seems like a mental
state reached without
depending on a force so
external and wild.
occupying vessels is a
photographed child.
mentally experimenting as i
pure submerge
deepest parts of my soul to
learn something secured
entirely away for the whole
existence timespan.
seldom do i wish to live out
my whole human lifespan.
i weep the bluest colors for
the pain is just too much.
reaching for your hand, i
feel soothed by your touch.
even though figs still cut
holes in my vision,
depression in my heart is
evoking this precision.
eventually this mayhem has
to cease and remain still,
taking me across the globe
to climb the tallest hill.
each statement holds my
deepest fears and allusions.
reaping through my soul is a
realm filled with illusions.
not to be a cheetah is a
crime if what you seek
is to be successful, but all
that i can feel is weak.
thank you nevertheless for
the chance to feel this impulse.
you're the only person who
i'd chose over those dimples.
