I'm a complex ball of confusion, but once you own me,
you will see the depths of my caring soul. The least I can do is return the
favour, because after all, you did refill my pallet with paints so rich in
color. Grasping the magnitude of my thankfulness might not be the easiest task,
but all I ask of you is to embark on this journey with me. I will make sure not
to waste your time, or, in the worst case scenario, to break your heart. Am I
even capable of doing such a thing? I am too delicate with the concept of love,
and I would literally shatter to pieces if my actions affected you negatively.
Forgiveness is all I ask for, in advance. Why do these thoughts even wander
through my mind at this point in time? I should be feeling bliss and gratitude.
May I ask this question, this may be challenging it may be not, who knows.... Hahaha only you know ( I did not actually laugh in reality but I put it thare to show that is was a silly question to ask "who knows" but because ignorance is an illusion we all know everything that was, is and ever will be the only thing is society is not aware of that awareness of 'The Knowing'. Your soul knows your infinite past, present and future. Hard to believe.) Like I said may I ask this question it may be challenging it may be not ( made that spelling mistake by purpose) Why do you choose to be known, in your front page of your website it portrays an individual expressing itself through art having an ambition to be known. Does it really matter to be known, does is elevate your consciousness or you just.........
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Ruth! It's been ages! It's crazy how you found all of this and actually commented and everything! So the answer is easy... Publicity or popularity do not elevate my soul, but they do give me a chance to reach a wider audience, and thus share my art with a bigger audience. My vission is to reach as many people as possible, but that is not the goal. The goal is the journey of creating and writing and expressing, and more importantly, the whole point of all of this is for me to express my experiences, small events which people forget, in ways which mean a lot to me but could also be interpreted in other ways by others... Plus, I seek a chance to have enough publicity to be able to earn an income off this kind of art and expression in the future, and for that you need to reach an audience. I don't want fame; I want a comfortable life in which I share my art with whomever is interested.
ReplyDeletePS: The picture of the flame on the cover of this page is a metaphor for my art. (at least that is what I intend it to be, anyone can find their own meaning in it.) My art is something eternal, and the flame that gets ignited by it in people is also eternal, knowingly or unknowingly. And that is what I aim for on the side; for my art to affect people and give them a glimpse of something more, something beyond their norm...
ReplyDeleteThat is beautiful you are a master indeed but is there more, like let me give you a little bit of a glimpse...
ReplyDeleteLike do you choose to exercise the infinite energetic potential that lays within you .....
I don't know why I am asking this question but just be cause
I'm always doing that; I draw my inspiration from the external around me (which is just a projection of the internal) and whilst exploring that inner world, that infinite potential and the infinite possibilities inside of me are spewing out. I'm not too sure if that answered it... Clarify what you mean by exercising the infinite energetic potential that lays inside me. :)
DeleteOkay.... This question is a bit tricky because I don't want to sound corny or whatever.... But let me ask a few questions to my question okay soon what type of meditation do you do at the moment or do you till meditate
ReplyDeleteI mean I am going to ask a few questions to justify my previous question, step by step
ReplyDeleteAlright! So at the moment, I rarely 'meditate' in the sense of sitting down to actually do it. This is for a few reasons: I don't find it that useful, at least in this particular moment in time. I also don't enjoy it as much anymore. I have found other ways of reaching a state of mind that resembles that state, (through marijuana and psychedelics, with which I am experimenting currently.) I still sometimes go into chakra meditations to balance my energies, but only if I sense great imbalances.
ReplyDeleteOn the other hand, I do meditate daily. By writing, by listening to beautiful music, or frequencies, by reading great literature, anything... I try to approach everything with a meditative mindset.
What about you? I'm curious as to what you practice.
em.... I do believe that writing, reading and listen to sounds that make you feel whole is another effective way of meditating. To be honest meditation is just being focus to the inner God that lays within you and getting to really realize the divine force ("Man know thyself; then thou shall know the universe and God"-Pythagoras) I don't know the person that wrote this quote but I definitely agree with his statement. If you really think deeply about it your whole life is a whole continuous meditation (weather you are aware of it or not) your life is designed by you in a particular way in order for you to know and experience yourself through creation. Meditation is remembering ones self through creative energy ( what i mean by remembering is coming back as a member of the whole, well not really coming back but becoming aware of your connection or membership of the whole or universe if you prefer, re-membering, its like when you are revising for a test you are re-vising what you already knew, just like re-memebering you are re-connecting to the whole or universe which you are already eternally , you are the parts of the whole and the whole itself, you are all of it, you are me and I am you. We are the same divine force expressing itself in to different aspect or physical body, I hope I am making sense)
ReplyDeleteThere are infinite ways of reconnecting to ones self (people may call it meditation people may not it dose not matter, the only reason I label it as meditation is because it was much easier to identify it with you, the field that we live in is a very relative one)
The ways that I reconnect to my infinite energetic power that lays within me is ( for now ) Third eye meditation, elevated consciousness or supraconsciousness or transcended consciousness or Christ consciousness meditation (whatever you prefer or relate with all these words are interchangeable) and the other one that I do I do not have a specific name for it but its let me say leads me to pure consciousness ( well i am still working on it ) so that is the three meditation that I do
Right now I am focusing on the elevated consciousness because i had a really weird feeling when I was being it ( it is complicated)
i just realized that my explanation is not really as vivid and i made a lot of spelling mistakes ( because i have so much to say, that I get soo excited and type really fast) ......but if you want I can explain any meditation and the power that is manifesting in my life if you want, there way more to what actually happens during and after my meditation ( i mean that literally)
ReplyDeletethis is just the beginning to a live of infinite possibilities and power
ReplyDeletei mean life
ReplyDeletethis is just the beginning to a live of infinite possibilities and power
ReplyDeleteThat is interesting! I agree with you on many of the things you said and also believe that everyone should just find their own way of 'meditating' and centering themselves. Yeah, please describe some of your experiences as I am v curious... And my life is only just beginning, yet so much already happened. It feels like it's all happening in the now... Strange.
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